And The Unwanted Day Is Here

Jim leaves in about 7 hours. We have to be at the pick up point at 9am..which is in 4. The bus doesn't roll out of here till noon. I don't know if I am going to wait till the bus leaves. We may just drop him off and go home. I guess that will depend on how upset the kids (and Mom) are. I couldnt really sleep last night so I have been up since 3am. I just can't believe that today is actually here. I am not ready for it.

I am actually sitting here kind of numb. Wanting to say something but not knowing what to say. Just wishing we didn't have to do this.